The Best Has Yet To Come
**TRIGGER WARNING**
nothing says nigh time quite like a throbbing thigh and enough pads on it to cover a girls period.
i just want to get drunk, get high off something far stronger than weed, and fuck so many people
it’s the best way I know how to hurt myself.
cutting just isn’t strong enough anymore.
well i thought i was over you
and then you said things to me
and i got sick and vomited
..guess i’m not over you
..so I thought someone liked me..
And I liked them..
Now they’re dating someone else.
neat.
i’m crying and i want to vomit.
i hate being so unloved.
why cant i feel normal for a day
i wish i wasn’t me
i wish i wasn’t this fat and ugly.
i wish i wasn’t annoying.
i wish i was not me
…i want this.
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Why can’t people be able to deal with themselves?
Why do I always have to pick up the slack on you not growing the fuck up.
